- Why are you mortified honey?
- My caustic words are not funny
- White knuckled from your drug trips many
- Years,
- Three decades I’m more than a standby
- Hopeful of drug free future coming by
- Waiting,
- I stood helpless as your forays got bolder
- Emotionally riding rocky roller coaster
- I cajoled,
- I cried, I pleaded, I went to Al Anon
- I did counselling to fix me like a moron
- Lost,
- Frustrated, helpless I smashed things
- I chiseled away at self- esteem wings
- I tried,
- I tried to appease
- I tried to please
- I tried prayer
- I tried spiritual healer
- I worked to be no enabler
- Am I?
- Am I giving up much too soon?
- After 3 decades of full moon
- When?
- When do I let go?
- When do I say you go?
- Why do I feel guilty I got to go?
- To live years sans your ego
- Oh…
- To spend a day not walking on egg shells
- Will you know I love you, I wish you well?
- Do
- I pray in vain for your clear fogless day?
- When drugs for good you pack away
- May
- you grow truly fulfilled to stay tox free
- May yours breathe relief you’re TRULY free!!
Is it too soon?
Poem talks of anguish of ending a three decade relationship and inability to salvage it through the roller coaster of drug use by one
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